24.10.11

Planet Earth


Take a seat
Not on the sidewalk
You’re a lady and
I won’t even
Touch that
And they won’t touch
Me or the concrete
Benches where we watch
Its dark here
Peace and water moving
Rest under this darkness as
Often as I
Do, don’t
Close your fists
Open your fingers
I want to touch them to
The insides of my wrists
If your hands were a color
Other than you, I’d
Ask God to make you white
Blue, like the ocean
To show me
There’s infinity growing
I need to crash into
Tides pull me under
Sheets, I only think
Keep breathing,
Kami, keep
Breathing in your
Corner is unfolding me
Like the love note
I’m too shy to write

4.10.11

Inconvenient Stores

The sun rose clear
The sky was a million
Golden waffles
Waiting for us
To close our mouths and
Eat up the dawn

Your anchors
Had unhinged a few months ago
I kept turning my eyes
Batting my mind
Lashing to what I knew
And never looking to see what was true
That you were falling

Sinking
Floating
Out of my orbit
It wasn’t something you wanted
But sometimes our joints get rusty

Is there a word for the color
Of the atmosphere
When the day is ending and the
Sun is closing us
Down, like each face is
A convenient corner store
Full of goodies for our neighbors?

You ran away tonight dear.
That’s why I always keep a
Rainjacket folded in my back pocket.
For the nights when the atmosphere doesn’t
Close us and we have
To shut things down with
Zippers and
blinds

And if you need more room
Just say so
I’ll pile my couches in the back alley
And give you a seat

 If you need to stay unhinged
Drifting for awhile
I promise to keep steering toward you
Following your wake
Waiting to eat breakfast at your table

To kiss you with my ears closed
And my mind so open.
The neighbors will peak through our
Shop windows
But when you need me to
I’ll remember we have curtains
And you're not a secret
But I'm pretty sure I want to keep you.

catch


she held her
Life in her hands, as
if it were ashes
from letters
long burnt
down to
nothing

her porcelain fingers
click together
shaking wide
spread to catch
everything
crumbling

through the confessional window
I look into
her gloom
molded wallpaper room

Where did he go?
the only indulgence
I give

Can you help me?
she cries.
I think something broke. 

28.9.11

Love Note to the Moon


Dear Mister,
The river is high.
I heard you had something to do
With pushing it
Toward my toes
Hydrating tickles

Octopuses swim on my ceiling
Faint glowing yellow from
Your skin
Freckled
With the valleys
God forgot about
When he sneezed

My nose itches
You smell like Halloween
For you I
Want to be a fairy
A fairy princess octopus
Light bulb
I’ll break if
You turn off

On the nights
You hide
I won’t mind your
Loyalty to the
Other girls with
Big smiles

I’ll tickle my own
Scratch my
Nose if you’re gone
But don’t let the river down
I need it to tuck me in.

22.9.11

11 Ways of a Beard

1
America would be in
A better spot
If our presidents followed
Abe Lincoln’s example of
Facial hair

2
It peeked from
The resonate box
Saying goodnight
And asking
Me to stay

3
A face sized quilt
Curling
Warming your wisdom
And definition

4
He brought us presents
I learned to
Annually look for
Someone surprising
Around midnight

5
I like your beard
Exponentially
More than Ke$ha does.

6
By waiting a few months
You’ll magically have the ability to
Cut down trees
By waiting a few years
You’ll have the ability to
Do magic

7
Between trees
I saw him
Knowing I should
But resisting
To run

8
I’ve listened to
Enough indie folk-rock
To know the
Sacred truth:
I will help you sing

9
I feel a small scratch
Where your face
Touched mine
Last night

10
Distinguished air
Without
Breaking anything
Shavings whisper

11
She wore pearls
He wore flannels
They liked it
That way

14.9.11

They Only Called Me "Bum" Once

From now on, you are only to give me blades of grass;
I don’t want any more of your rust
And lies about left-overs you think I’m worth

I’ve not always been here
I know what your shoes feel like
How full they are
How perfect their manufactured comfort
Ripped to shreds when
You threw the blades at me
In sharp succession the other night
And I pointed out
You were irrevocably making me die
My medicine costs less than your cigarettes
Yet you still inhale to
The demise of both you and I

Keep adding to your shrapnel sculptures

My mother told me
I’m supposed to keep tearing off parts of myself
Tearing off parts of myself jagged
Tearing off parts of myself rigged
Then I will be left a star
A supernova
And I will shine brighter
Than your knife tongues and laser eyes

I’m no preacher
But I refuse to close my mind
I once promised
If I figured out the truth
I would tell everyone
I don’t know if this will end
But I know my words
They’re to teach me
To remind me
I’m here
I’m here sleeping on the concrete
I’m here begging to keep breathing
I’m here coagulating your dust.
So if you could,
Please spare some green. 

Little Project

His paint was the sky
Coating the night black
I reach to understand the light coming from the open wounds on
His lips and the tip of each finger

The soft breeze moved the slim
Tree tops and brushed our faces
Horns from the busy intersection echoed off the walls
The wooden pipe left a sweet taste on my tongue,
While the smell of rich tobacco wafted up
The smoke curled in grey ribbons toward him

Then my ears were met with the lush warmth of his voice
Steven Michael was searching for sanity from the
Roof of the Northville Psychiatric Hospital,
Though his mind was saner than most
It searched and signaled through perfect sonnets
Not resting for much on nights when the monsters needed faces.

So choice was the sole expression I found to mumble
Knowing that because the red lights started flashing,
There was no need to worry about rain falling soon.
Come closer, girl in blue, come closer, he whispered.
The majestic spray-paint of justice glowed behind his silhouette

As the dirt struck us with its shimmering reflection,
The boy sincerely played the melody of a riot
With the monochromatic colors coming out of his mouth
Still, she will move closer and closer
Until his magnetism freezes her there

Nothing mattered to the vengeful kids
As they kicked glass off stories in silence
If he walks away, I’ll know the truth about
Running away from a house on fire
Viva la revolution screamed the stars
The monster’s red lips flashed off the dark painted brick,
Signaling our intentions to the waking black of night.


*This is the first of many poems that will be posted after I write them for my poetry class. It's a class that only meets once a week for this semester, but I'm pretty excited.